Chapter 3: Confusion

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Nicki walked upstairs leaving Safaree and Isiah. She thought to herself, maybe this was a good thing for her. She decided to keep her options open, because all she wanted was to be loved, and actually find a decent guy to call her own. She was ready to settle down although she told others “I’m too focused on my career,” she convinced herself several times that, that was the case. But deep down she was miserable, and having thoughts about Safaree was not doing her any justice. She didn’t want to break up a happy home, cause if she wanted to she could have SB in a heartbeat but those weren’t her intentions.

Nicki was truly happy Lauren had her back, but was often scared because she knew her better then she knew herself. Lauren has always been there. Even before the fame. When Nicki was going from job to job and struggling Lauren was the one to help her out. Being around each other so much caused them both to know what each other wanted or needed. This was Lauren’s “I know you better than you know yourself,” moment. She knew Nicki was establishing herself as an artist as well as she knew Nicki was in need of a male figure in her life.  As Nicki finished letting those thoughts run through her mind, she decided to pick out something sexy but conservative to wear on her first date later on. She searched in her walk-in closet for the perfect outfit. Frantically going through her closet, she couldn’t find anything that screamed “Bitch wear this.” She was so into her hunt for a 5 star outfit that she didn’t notice SB in the door way. SB gazed at Nicki and felt something different, but ignored it. He cleared his throat in an obnoxious way, startling Nicki.

“Woahhhh when tf did you get up here?”

He chuckled, “I actually just walked up here, I’m surprised you didn’t hear me. I was yelling your name several times from downstairs.”

“OOOOH, I’m sorry about that coon, what do you want tho?” she tried saying it in a cutesy way, not trying to come off rude.

“Lil man is fed and is not taking a nap so I got bored, why are you searching your closet like a mad-man?”

She giggled, “Lauren’s setting me up on this blind date for tonight, but I can’t find the right outfit to wear.” SB rolled his eyes, and looked through her closet with her.

“Welp, I don’t know how a nigga like me can help you. Sorry Nic.” She noticed he looked a little off.

"Whats wrong?"

He wasted no time, "Are you nervous to meet ol' dude?"

"Well I kinda, it has been awhile since I have dated and it feels as though it is like my first time again." she looked away from him feeling weird, because she didn't like talking about relationships infront of him.

"Oh, that is understandable. I guess." he looked down as well, feeling some type of way. There was an awkward silence that soon broke.

"Sooooo, how are you and your girl doin Faree?" he gave a huge grin when he heard her call him that.

"Eh, we have actually been having a lot of problems, she moved out a few weeks ago and is staying with her girlfriends. So I'm just taking care of lil man for the time being until she comes back." Nicki felt really bad, cause Isiah didn't deserve not having his mom around but she also felt kind of relieved that they weren't doing so well. Her thoughts wondered else where until she was snapped back to reality.

"Nic????? helllllo." he waved his collasal hand in her face trying to snap her out of her thoughts.

"Oh gosh, I am sorry. What else were you saying?"

"I was saying that.........." he was interupted by the baby crying. "Hold on, I'm going to check on him." Nicki nodded her head and let him go check on him. When he came back, he told Nicki he had to go home cause Isiah didn't look well. He went close to Nicki, kissed her on her forehead, hugged her tightly, and left her home. She was left there feeling confused. She didn't know if her feelings for Safaree would ever go away. But she would make the best out of the date tonight so she wouldn't have to keep him in her mind.

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A LITTLE SUH'IN

DATE ONE Preview of the restaurant they will be staying at and a little note at the bottom.
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Bar/front dining area

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Dear readers,

I will be posting very shortly. I apologize for not being a persistent writer, seeing how I just started. But I'll be sure to change that. These first few chapters I have truly appreciated everyones feedback, I was rather overwhelmed with all the love. I'd also like for y'all to give me some criticism in a respectful manner though, it'll help me improve and keep you more entertained as a reader.  Thank you  ^____^

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Chapter 2: Two words

Nicki stared at her phone with disbelief and a screwed facial expression. She couldn’t believe Lauren was trying to set her up, and on several blind dates at that. Nicki knew in her heart how lonely she was but she was just nervous. She was scared no one would live up to her expectations. She had the highest, due to several awful relationships in her past. The guys she usually dated always seemed to have wanted something from her and used her to get it. So she was very cautious letting people in her life and in her heart. Being an artist had been a difficult change for her. She now has to be very careful, and trusts very little.  She just didn’t want to be used nor did she want to worry about a relationship while boosting up her career. The thoughts in her mind went a mile a minute. As she was caught up in her thoughts she didn’t realize someone was knocking at her door. She quickly jogged to her front door to see who it was and what they wanted. As she opened it a small little boy with curly hair, and big beautiful brown eyes jumped in her arms. Nicki gave him several kisses on his cheek and felt so at eased.

Nicki: “Omggggggg Isiah you have gotten so big lamb chop, how are ya?”

Isiah: “I am otay Nika, daddy buy me new toy.” He handed her his blue and white toy car that was off of the movie ‘Transformers’ she never understood how those things worked but she was in awed with how excited he was. It gave her an idea. She was so wrapped up into talking to Isiah she completely ignored SB’s precense.

SB *clears throats* “M-m-m, I see I am not missed here, I haven’t seen you in over 2 weeks and you just forget about lil ol’ me, a coon sees u. You can’t even offer a nigga to come in properly.” He joked.  She looked up feeling awkward, while locking eyes with Safaree. Ever since she had that dream earlier that day she felt a little odd. Of course SB was her best friend, but she had always wanted more from him. She hated knowing he had a girlfriend and a son that wasn’t even by her. Nicki met his girl only a few times, and that was enough for her. She felt something was really off with her but she decided not to talk to SB about it since that was his baby’s mama.

SB: *snaps his fingers in her face* “HELLO, ONIKA, ONIKA did u hear me? Damn the kid gets no love.”

 Nicki: “Boy shut up, how u been nigga I see u looking healthy and shit, come in.” Nicki’s eyes wondered over him as she escorted him inside.

SB: “Same ol’ same ol’ taking care of this lil guy and being the best I can be for my girl.” Nicki clinched her jaws trying to hold back from what she really wanted to say.

Nicki: “Oh sounds like you have a lot on your plates. Anyways, guess wtf Lauren trying to do?” SB noticed something different with Nicki but brushed it off.

SB: “What the girl do now?”

Nicki: “She is trying to set me up on a few blind dates. Like I am scared it has been a long time since I have dated.” Nicki and SB continued to talk until Isiah felt like his attention was being deprived. They stopped talking for awhile to see what he wanted.

SB: “Hey little man what ya need? Are u hungry?”

Isiah: “Mhhhhmmm” he said cheerfully.

SB: “Okay lil coon. Nicki is it okay if I heat up his spaghetti-os?” Nicki watched how SB and Isiah interacted and she was in awed, she couldn’t wait to have a family. She wanted to be the one to cook for her man and child. Go shopping for toys and cater to her man on occasions. Nicki was snapped out of her illusions for the umpteenth time.

SB: “Nicki what is up with u today? You want to talk like what is on your mind, because you keep spacing out on me and I’m getting worried.”

Nicki: “I’m sorry SB, there’s just a lot on my mind you know I have my sophomore album to finish and all that, that is it.” She tried lying but SB knew better, but decided to let it rest for now.

SB: “Okay, I’ll let this slide for now, I’m heading to the kitchen to heat this up for Siah.”

Nicki: “Fine by me.” She stared at SB walking into the kitchen to heat up his sons food and felt a buzz. Her phone was ringing. As she picked it up with caution because it was a private number.

Nicki: “Hellooo, who-who is this?” she stuttered.

Annonymous: "Don't worry about who tf this is. Just be at 6721 Hollywood Boulevard
Los Angeles at 7pm tonight" Nicki rolled her eyes knowing who it was, the voice wasn't even well disguised.

Nicki: "And why exactly should I meet there" she played along.

Annonymous: "Two words: Kino Sushi" the phone hung up. At that point Nicki knew this was going to be a hell of an experience but if it could get her mind off of SB, she will have to deal. [Let the games begin]

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Chapter 1: Truth be told

Truth be told

Chapter 1:

Oh, not again she thought to herself. She hated having dreams involving Safaree because she knew that the chances of her having an intimate relationship with him were slim. SB was happily taken with a 1 year old son named Isiah Samuels, and Nicki was not an option in his eyes, and she knew it. Having these thoughts in her head, this early in the morning was not her cup of tea.

Nicki slowly opened her eyes and looked at her alarm clock. It read 6:30am. The noise still sounded off and she was completely annoyed with the  obnoxious, loud sound that came out of it.  She turned it off and lifted her body from off her silky, comfy bed. She stretched her right arm to retrieve her barbieberry, which was on her night stand and opened up her ubersocial app. She decided to check up on her barbz before doing anything else. As she was lurking on her timeline she reminisced on how much they meant to her. Her barbz were the only ones that could cheer her up and make her feel as though she was really important and loved. Although she talked to her friends and family, it just was not the same. She was in love with her barbz and they were genuinely in love with her. If only she could find someone to love her as much, without chasing her because of who she was. Nicki had several dating opportunities, but none of them seemed sincere. People failed to realize that there was more to her than “Nicki Minaj.” That is one thing her barbz understood. They didn’t judge her, disrespect her, nor betray her, and that is exactly what she wanted from a companion. But she knew, in the music biz it was very difficult to find such relationship. As she snapped out of her thoughts she decided to tweet for a little while.

@NICKIMINAJ: “Hey barbz, mama luvs u, MWAHH!” Nicki watched her TL go crazy with “I love you Nicki” “We Missed You” “Stay & chat for a while” “Neekiiiii” “Yo wtf, NICKI” “When will we get the new album,” and “Bicki is my big bista.” She did her little chuckle and responded to some of them.

@NICKIMINAJ: Barb sit --> RT @CodePink_ @NICKIMINAJ girl when u tweet, i be putting ppl on hold like "hold on, Nicki texting me”

@NICKIMINAJ: Mama’s been workin, gotta bring home the bacon bew bew! -àRT @MASHINGTONMINAJ  @NICKIMINAJ HB I’ve missed u so much, where ya been?

@NICKIMINAJ: But I’m rite here lamb chop! Cheer up ---> RT XoMyOnika: I really don’t want Onika to leave L

@NICKIMINAJ: Hmm *thinks* Metalic 4 life, barbz ---> RT @SoPinkBarbie: HB I just got my OPI nail polish, which should I use first?

@NICKIMINAJ: Alrite barbz it was nice chattin it up withchu but it is bout that time, Tell me u love me..

Nicki read her TL some more before completely exiting out of her ubersocial. She gave a huge sigh, feeling so happy inside, but also missing them so much. She was in the process of finishing up her sophomore album, which meant she will be seeing them real soon. As she finished that up, she checked her missed calls and texts noticing Lauren texted and called a few times. Nicki opened the first text.

Lauren: Bitch, why aren’t u up? I have important news for you, and u will not back out of this shit~

She read Lauren’s next text before responding.

Lauren: ONIKA, u still not up? Girl wtf! Get ya ass up and call me asap.

Nicki chuckled, but at the same time was a tad bit nervous. What did Lauren have up her sleeve? And why was she texting Nicki so early with this “important news.” Nicki clicked on her number to call her and see what was up.

Nicki: Why the hell you text me so early and shit

Lauren: Cuz, I knew you would be up

Nicki: Okay, so what’s up, what ya got fa me?

Lauren: “let me cut to the chase, Onika you need some dick.”

Nicki stared at her phone and if Lauren was in her presence right then and there, she would be dead.

Nicki: “um what the fuck, way to be blunt. For one I’m NOT here for you calling me by my government and two I am fine being by myself. And FYI I’m too focused on my career to even think about a relationship.” Nicki knew Lauren was right.

Lauren: “Blah, blah, blah. Onika I’ve heard it all before. You seriously need a man cause lately you just haven’t been yourself. I took it upon myself to set up a few blind dates for you and don’t worry they are A-list guys and you will deal” Before Nicki could even respond, Lauren hung up fast so she wouldn’t have to hear Nicki’s mouth.



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The Beginning: Teaser...

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As usual, Onika got up at around 7 o' clock. *Yawns* she slowly rise from off her pink pillow, wiping the sleep out of her eyes. As she glanced to the right side of her bed a huge smile grew on her face. Wow, what a beautiful man he is, laying there so peacefully, and looking so sexy with his bare body teased her. His abs glistened as the morning sun gleamed down on him. She examined his whole body as if it were the first time laying eyes on him. She usually did this often seeing how their circumstances were. It took them forever to finally become a couple.  She asked herself several times how did she get so lucky to have such an overly handsome, overprotective companion. He was more than her man but her best friend and hype man. Thoughts were running through her mind on what she would do to him right than in there but she decided to push those thoughts in the back of her mind for right now. While Safaree stayed in the bed, Onika went to the bathroom to release herself. After, she headed to the kitchen to cook as. She was always so serious when she cooked for Safaree because after a nice meal came a beautiful making love session. She took out all her ingredients to start preparing this huge feast for the couple. Breakfast consisted of: turkey sausage links, egg whites, her infamous honey biscuits that was her Grandma’s secret recipe that was passed down to her after she died, and freshly squeezed orange juice that SB loved to gulp down. As she is in the groove of cooking up this spread, she hears heavy footsteps coming from behind her. As the footsteps got closer she felt two firm hands gracefully wrap around her petite waist. She closed her eyes as she continued scrambling her egg whites and took in his presence. God, he felt so good. He slowly moved closer into her to the point where his manhood was now pressed against her backside. She let out a faint moan. She slowly turned around towards him and kissed him passionately on his lips. This made her want to take him right then and there, but she had to finish up the meal. Right when she thought to stop her alarm went off. *beep beep beep beep* It was only just a dream…………. To be continued